When I was a child, I thought I was going to save myself for marriage, I'm 17 right now, I've gotten my cherry popped for 3 whole years now. Did I like it the first time? No. I hated it. He did everything at once, altogether. He ate me out to make me comfortable. Then drilled my pussy, then he fucked my asshole.
I didn't want all in one go, what was he playing at? We did it on an old couch in his garage, and we didn't use a condom.
Why do men do these things? I fucking hate them. Recently my mind has been off men and on to my own sex. I think I want to experiment, but with who right now? I like women, their bodies are so beautiful. I want to know how it is to love a woman. Men don't love, they hurt. And I hate it.
Yet, I am addicted to sex, and I have my buddies who I call. No, I haven't turned to a fellow girl yet for love, but I want to. I want to be penetrated, and made to feel amazing, so the primal take over, and I just want a dick.
I hate this. How do I get out of this?
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